Apesal la...

rasa monyok je ni..kalo ikut cikgu kimia aku dulu, monyok mcm ayam..terus disuruhnya berbaris jalan ikut koridor semua tingkat sampai tingkat 4..siap kena lambai2 kat budak2 junior..pelik,tapi berkesan nak membuang rasa monyok..

alamak, nape la rasa x best sgt ni..bercampur2 la perasaan tu..dengar lagu "hot and cold"..layan rock la pulak..hmm..

kenapa jadi mcm ni ye..boringkah aku..ye la, masuk klinik, x buat ape2..duk menunggu sesuatu yang x pasti..aduhai..lemah la lagu ni..

rasa lagu tu mcm aku berkata pada diriku pun ade..

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a girl
I would know

And you over think
Always speak
Cryptically

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You don't really want to stay, no
But you don't really want to go-o

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now you're plain boring

I should know that You're not gonna change

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

entah apa yang tak kena pada diriku..sekejap semangat membara..sekejap dh mcm lilin kena tiup di angin..tapi mood so cold inside..by the time sampai rumah, lepas peluk2 hubby, harap dapat menceriakan balik hariku..baik aku lupakan sejenak apa2 yang membelenggu kotak pemikiran aku ini..sebaiknya juga aku tanamkan dalam jiwa ini..kalau apa yang aku inginkan tak tercapai, seeloknya aku biarkan saja ia berlalu pergi..