Potret..

Rutin

Sekian lama tidak menulis..terasa jemariku kaku melakar kata..namun, mungkin hasil karanganku nanti dapat melegakan hati anda yang membaca..ternyata aku masih di sini..masih mampu menyimpul kata, melakar bahasa..menukil madah serta menyimpul salam..

Salam kasih dan sayang buat pembaca setia..kisahku pada hari ini tentang kehidupanku yang kini berubah daripada satu episod, ke episod seterusnya..diamku selama ini mungkin kerana kesibukkan menguruskan pujaan hatiku..suamiku yang paling aku cintai..alhamdulillah, dia telah berada di sisiku..bekerja satu daerah denganku..dan paling aku bahagia..hubungan kami cukup indah..

Bangun pagiku disulami senyum..melihat si dia lena di sisi, aku cukup bahagia..dalam tidurnya, sewaktu kusentuh hidungnya..dia senyum..aku juga tersenyum..

Sebelum ke tempat kerja..kupastikan kami bersarapan bersama..rutin harianku berubah kerana dulu aku cuma bersarapan secara simple..selalu ku utamakan dirinya..dia membawa bekal hampir setiap hari ke tempat kerja..alhamdulillah dia menyukainya..tiba waktunya ke tempat kerja, amalan biasa kami tentulah bersalaman..kucium tangannya..dan dia mencium ubun2 ku..begitu juga ketika dia pulang..rutin itu tetap sama..dia tahu aku pasti menunggu di muka pintu..sebenarnya perubahan episod itu tentulah menyebabkan aku sedikit keletihan..namun ia cukup berbaloi kerana dilakukan dengan sepenuh rasa cinta..

Selalu ku berdoa pada Allah..dekatkanlah hati kami selalu..hindarilah kami daripada keburukan dan selamatkanlah kami di dunia dan di akhirat..ameen ya rabbal alamin...

just for my dear sista..masyi..

salam my sis..
now it was just like a summer..warm and tender..the love now finds its way to cherish..i love to have him by my side..feel like i don't wanna face that kind of pressure to stay apart too long anymore..we're now planning to have a clinic..to work together..to argue things together..to walk home together..and by the way, we really need your support to handle the clinic one day..sis..really appreciate my life now..no matter to see him smile, angry sometimes..whatever..that make my life just perfect..thanks sis for always be there..loving and caring..and my warm hug around u..please stay calm with your study right now..coz they really make your life wonderful one day..i love you and hope to see you soon..

Sometimes Love just ain't enough..

Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there's no way home, when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough..

Listen To your Heart

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.